Life is such a roller coaster...

So my life has been an emotional roller coaster lately! Just when things are looking up something happens and I feel like I am right back to where I was when I first moved to Jacksonville! Ugh I am so mad at myself for being like this. I mean why can I just not make myself be happy?! I think the major problem is that up until now someone else has always been taking care of me, and to be honest I really did not have much to worry about other than school. Now I am trying to make it on my own and go to school, and find a job... ugh growing up sux!!