I am such a mess!! I really need to get my life on track but its hard to get on track when I have no idea why I am off track in the first place!! I am just so annoyed with the whole situation. On the plus side I got to go to Missionway this morning so I feel better about church! I could not stand my parents church when I was home! But I know I am still going to miss it too haha. I think I just need to move to a new town, one where no one knows me and just start all over...
Sunday, August 30, 2009
To Hell with Jacksonville
Ugh I am so annoyed right now. I have no idea what is wrong with me but I have been on an emotional roller coaster the past few days! I was so excited to move to Jax and then I was freaking out, and now I am here and so depressed! Jax is not my home anymore! I mean my sisters are here and what not but still, I want to just pack up and go home... to hell with grad school! Ok well not really but it feels better to say that! I really don't know what is wrong with me!! Ugh and I am broke on top of everything else which is annoying. I have no job which is a huge problem... one that I need to fix! Classes start tomorrow and I am so broke I do not even have paper to take notes!! Wtf?!
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Struggle is the evident that you're on the right path and doing the right thing. Give it some time, better yet let God do His job and you just do yours and it'll be fine! :)
ReplyDeleteHang in there love. The real world is a bitch, but the strong always survive. (and you are the strong!)
ReplyDeleteI've had a few Why the hell am I here moments too. It's normal. It's a new and scary thing we're going through right now. But it will become just as comfortable as undergrad did and then it will be on to a new adventure!
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