To Hell with Jacksonville

Ugh I am so annoyed right now. I have no idea what is wrong with me but I have been on an emotional roller coaster the past few days! I was so excited to move to Jax and then I was freaking out, and now I am here and so depressed! Jax is not my home anymore! I mean my sisters are here and what not but still, I want to just pack up and go home... to hell with grad school! Ok well not really but it feels better to say that! I really don't know what is wrong with me!! Ugh and I am broke on top of everything else which is annoying. I have no job which is a huge problem... one that I need to fix! Classes start tomorrow and I am so broke I do not even have paper to take notes!! Wtf?!

I am such a mess!! I really need to get my life on track but its hard to get on track when I have no idea why I am off track in the first place!! I am just so annoyed with the whole situation. On the plus side I got to go to Missionway this morning so I feel better about church! I could not stand my parents church when I was home! But I know I am still going to miss it too haha. I think I just need to move to a new town, one where no one knows me and just start all over...

First Blog!

Daryle made me make this... I just want to throw that out there to start with. I know nothing about blogs, and I really don't think my life is that interesting... well at least the parts I am going to post on here! Anyways! I cannot believe I am moving to Jax tomorrow... its still insane to me. I am really nervous about moving back and not being a student at JU, its going to be different thats for sure. I am living with Jonnelle over by the towncenter and taking one class at FCCJ. I am so annoyed with my JU advisor. But then again part of me feels like I am suppose to be in Jax. What are the odds that the only "state college" on the east coast offering the class in 8 week sections is in Jacksonville. And that Jonnelle's brother would move out leaving a room empty in her apartment?! I mean everything worked out so perfectly I feel like its where I am suppose to be in life. And I am so excited to be a part of Missionway again! I have missed that church so much! Umm I think thats all for now. More tomorrow when I make it to Jax!!